Knowing myself

I hide somethings too deep inside my heart. So deep that I didn't realize I am actually someone else.

Result

I don't understand why I am so focusing on the final result or outcome. Mr Low told me the best attitude is "赤子之心", which means act like a baby who feel curious about new things. Yes, I have got some of it. But I care about the final result as well. I am slowing changing myself to become more robust to failure. XL told me without of many failures, we wont' succeed. He is right.

Keep a distance

I don't why I always want to keep a distance away from other people. Am I afraid of being hurt or losing face? I don't know the answer. And my dark side is getting stronger and stronger. I guess it is because I am influenced by this society. In the end, everybody has to become a part of this society. My sharp edges are being polished (I should say CMP). And I am getting smoother.

Promise

Promise never last forever. Everything has an beginning has an end. One way to avoid painful ending is to enjoy but never begin. Or the other best solution in this modern society is contract. Contact only last for certain period and contain certain terms. It can not last forever. But at least it provides some fairness.

Broken Statues

Begin to understand the other side of "successful man". It is a dream that most men admire. But being "successful man" trade off the responsibility of father. Their wives have to take all the responsibility of raising kids. There is always trade off, isn't it?

Growing up

I found the most effective way to learn is to meet people. This year is really a fun year, I learned tips from L and Y about electronics industry. I met D who shared me his previous working experience in factory. Then I met X and learned some business ideas. The most interesting person is M who really taught me a lot in financial market. I thought I had grown up. The reality is I am still growing up. It is exciting, isn't it?

The Secret of Body Language

In TV, there is a guy, Dr Lightman, who can read through people's thoughts easily. I thought this special ability only existed on TV show. However, in recent two years I have met three guys who can do that. The most recent one can see me through when we met for the second time. It is amazing how interesting this world is. It is said in Chinese: "山外有山，人外有人。"